Saturday, October 29, 2005
Deactivate 10/29/05
I was dreaming something about a farm, or a place set out at the country at least but it wasn't flowing right. Scenes kept skipping and jerking like a film reel that wasn't put in place right and then I heard a whispered "Deactivate" in my ear and I woke up.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Concentration Camp 10/26/05
This dream.. either switched over from or merged from Reyn's visit.. and I was younger again in my teens and dad and mom come and pick me up from somewhere and we're driving and then we're back in Memphis all of the sudden and stopping by to see an old friend and somewhere from there we wound up in the like huge hotel and in the pool and people are stripping down to their bras and underwear and stuff and getting in and then things just start getting crazy and some guy gets zipped up in a huge duffle bag and tossed in the pool and he starts drowning and somebody lifted him up out of the water with telekinesis and someone else started healing him and I'm like no no no stop they know they're coming because they feel it and..
Everyone started getting dragged off to rooms and locked up strapped down and tested and stuff and they provoke everyone to make them show what their abilities are and it just got really.. really bad. They started sending people off to different places to be used for what they wanted and I wound up at the complex.. wasn't the desert one but it was one out in maybe New York? Montauk/Camp Hero? Not sure.. but I was there and then other people I knew started filtering in and we tried to break out and couldn't and we tried to just not respond to them and it didn't work so we.. just went with it and they started training people and sending them off on missions.
The experimenting testing period in the dream was just.. too vivid. I don't wanna write it all. IV's and shots and different reactors put into us and it burned and people screamed and some died during the testing because of things they put them through. It was just bad.
Everyone started getting dragged off to rooms and locked up strapped down and tested and stuff and they provoke everyone to make them show what their abilities are and it just got really.. really bad. They started sending people off to different places to be used for what they wanted and I wound up at the complex.. wasn't the desert one but it was one out in maybe New York? Montauk/Camp Hero? Not sure.. but I was there and then other people I knew started filtering in and we tried to break out and couldn't and we tried to just not respond to them and it didn't work so we.. just went with it and they started training people and sending them off on missions.
The experimenting testing period in the dream was just.. too vivid. I don't wanna write it all. IV's and shots and different reactors put into us and it burned and people screamed and some died during the testing because of things they put them through. It was just bad.
Reyn's Visit 10/26/05
you=Reyn
It's easier to just write this like I was telling Reyn so that's what I'll do.
Some other things happened at the beginning of the dream that I can't remember but you like went offline for a couple days with no word, and then you showed up on my front porch kncking. And you like shoved your hands in your pockets and tried to look apologetic. "I just had to get away and.. Jon wouldn't shut up he insisted we come here so here we are." I'm not sure where I was living but it wasn't NC might have been LA. So Kate's like in the background all giggling andshy unsure(*) then she like comes up and hugs me and starts babbling away and won't shut up and I drag you all inside and make coffee and Jon steals a pack of my smokes and starts asking me all these questions.
(*) wasn't like shy shy was like.. I don't know if I want to be here and you're that strange person that's always on the phone but.. oh hey I guess I can do this *instant latch on*
Finally get the kids to go look through my dvd's and books and ask why you showed up and you refuse to tell me will only say I'm just here for a while and that's all I'm gonna say. Ok, no problem, fine with me. I'll take you however I can get you. So we get Jon and Kate setup in a room and then we talk for a while more and I help you bring the bags in and stuff and set up your computer and then we go and get groceries and stuff and we're like laughing a lot having a great time. Was really really nice.
Then... Jason like shows up out of nowhere and he throws a fit because you're there and I hadn't said anything and I told him to get lost and he was still bitching at me, being nice to you and the kids but yelling at me.. then totally out of nowhere Dad shows up and.. Jason shuts up and he's ok with it and he goes back to wherever he was. Dad sticks around for a bit and talks to you and me about the complex and about ghosts, and he starts telling you about all the things he's experienced and dreamt in the past. Then he has to go because he's gotta get back on the road so he leaves and it's just me and you and Jon and Kate again.
Went to sleep at some point in the dream snuggled up to you and was a nice hot hard complex dream and went back to being awake and we talked a lot more and I wound up saying something that pissed you off and you like left without Jon and Kate and went... somewhere I dunno and so I was talking to Jon about his abilities and trying to help him sort through that some more and Kate was dancing in the background talking and giggling and stuff and you finally showed up again at like 3 in the morning with your hands shoved in your pockets again.. and I just let you in and we didn't say anything and curled up and watched a movie then went to sleep and everything was fine..
Then at some point the dream switched over to something else.
It's easier to just write this like I was telling Reyn so that's what I'll do.
Some other things happened at the beginning of the dream that I can't remember but you like went offline for a couple days with no word, and then you showed up on my front porch kncking. And you like shoved your hands in your pockets and tried to look apologetic. "I just had to get away and.. Jon wouldn't shut up he insisted we come here so here we are." I'm not sure where I was living but it wasn't NC might have been LA. So Kate's like in the background all giggling and
(*) wasn't like shy shy was like.. I don't know if I want to be here and you're that strange person that's always on the phone but.. oh hey I guess I can do this *instant latch on*
Finally get the kids to go look through my dvd's and books and ask why you showed up and you refuse to tell me will only say I'm just here for a while and that's all I'm gonna say. Ok, no problem, fine with me. I'll take you however I can get you. So we get Jon and Kate setup in a room and then we talk for a while more and I help you bring the bags in and stuff and set up your computer and then we go and get groceries and stuff and we're like laughing a lot having a great time. Was really really nice.
Then... Jason like shows up out of nowhere and he throws a fit because you're there and I hadn't said anything and I told him to get lost and he was still bitching at me, being nice to you and the kids but yelling at me.. then totally out of nowhere Dad shows up and.. Jason shuts up and he's ok with it and he goes back to wherever he was. Dad sticks around for a bit and talks to you and me about the complex and about ghosts, and he starts telling you about all the things he's experienced and dreamt in the past. Then he has to go because he's gotta get back on the road so he leaves and it's just me and you and Jon and Kate again.
Went to sleep at some point in the dream snuggled up to you and was a nice hot hard complex dream and went back to being awake and we talked a lot more and I wound up saying something that pissed you off and you like left without Jon and Kate and went... somewhere I dunno and so I was talking to Jon about his abilities and trying to help him sort through that some more and Kate was dancing in the background talking and giggling and stuff and you finally showed up again at like 3 in the morning with your hands shoved in your pockets again.. and I just let you in and we didn't say anything and curled up and watched a movie then went to sleep and everything was fine..
Then at some point the dream switched over to something else.
Monday, October 24, 2005
House on the Moor 10/24/05
Dreamt about a big moor and the mist rolling over it in the dark... riding over a bridge on horse back.. and getting to this big keep/manor place and the owner trying to usher me inside quickly.. wasn't a servant or anything was the guy that owned the house... and then I found out I was supposed to be doing a clearing on the house to get a ghost or some creature out of it and was walking through.. all these hundreds and hundreds of rooms trying to cleanse them and something grabbed me and I woke up.
Sunday, October 23, 2005
House 10/22/05
Hmm.. ok so there was a house, and it was haunted. Kind of.. chilling, creepy.. strange things but it wasn't like.. completely supernatural happenings. It wasn't shriek worthy scary. And that's about all I remember. That.. and.. Reyn had a dream about a haunted house too.
I would think that it had something to do with the fact that I was reading about the Amityville house before I went to sleep but then Reyn had a house dream so.. I'm not sure. I remember something about a woman showing me the house and doing the tour of the rooms thing.. and there were people in the rooms that were kind of.. half there half not. I can't remember any more. It all faded.
I would think that it had something to do with the fact that I was reading about the Amityville house before I went to sleep but then Reyn had a house dream so.. I'm not sure. I remember something about a woman showing me the house and doing the tour of the rooms thing.. and there were people in the rooms that were kind of.. half there half not. I can't remember any more. It all faded.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Aquarium 10/20/05
Murr: was out at some big aquarium or something and I was looking at the deep sea "monster" the thing that's white with the long tentacle eye thing right?
Murr: and you kept egging me to get closer and put my face against the glass
Reyn: lol
Murr: so I did, and the next thing I know this thing comes up right in my face...
Murr: and my head goes through the glass so that my head's in the tank and the glass is around my neck and I'm like choking on freezing cold water from the bottom of the ocean and this thing's right in front of my face with razor sharp teeth
Reyn: omg
Reyn: you seriously need to cleanse your house
Reyn: and where you sleep
Murr: and you started pulling on me to get me out and I'm still suck and drowning in the water I'm swallowing and you pull me out and a piece of glass gets stuck in the back of my skull and this huge ass thing comes out of the tank with me on top of me
Murr: and then I heard the knock knock of you coming online and I jerked awake
Murr: and you kept egging me to get closer and put my face against the glass
Reyn: lol
Murr: so I did, and the next thing I know this thing comes up right in my face...
Murr: and my head goes through the glass so that my head's in the tank and the glass is around my neck and I'm like choking on freezing cold water from the bottom of the ocean and this thing's right in front of my face with razor sharp teeth
Reyn: omg
Reyn: you seriously need to cleanse your house
Reyn: and where you sleep
Murr: and you started pulling on me to get me out and I'm still suck and drowning in the water I'm swallowing and you pull me out and a piece of glass gets stuck in the back of my skull and this huge ass thing comes out of the tank with me on top of me
Murr: and then I heard the knock knock of you coming online and I jerked awake
First Rites? 10/20/05
The dream started off as something different than how it ended... I'm female in this one.. was going to some kind of concert with two other girls and they went off to get ready together and left me alone. So I'm talking to other people kind of grumbling that they did that to me, went to go get ready together and left me by myself to have to do it last.. and they come back. So I hurry off and try and get dressed to match them and they come back out and we start to leave and they're like being perfect together, matching and almost like twins, and I'm tagging along after them grumbling because yet again they made me feel like an outcast. They're my sisters maybe? Hard to tell.
So then it shifts slightly and I'm still a girl and it's still the same time frame except that it's like... first rites time? Slaughter time.. the killing of the lambs and I'm supposed to be helping my dad. Who looks like my dad but he's like totally psychotic. And my mom is there, her normal self, inside on the couch doing a crossword puzzle. So I'm running in and out of the house going back and forth between dad prepping the axe and talking to mom and I go and get this tiny.. tiny little lamb for him right except that the lamb's covered in this super ultra soft fluff and it's kind of cartoonish but it seems normal for the dream. It's the youngest, barely a few days old maybe?
Dad makes me hold it down and he slowly shaves off a piece of the fluff with the tip of the axe and looks at it and goes good.. then he slowly knicks off a piece of fluff from the lamb's throat cutting it where he's supposed to cut its head off later and has me take it and comfort it because it's doing this high pitched crying thing.. and then somehow the next thing I know the lamb's dead and its head is rolling on the ground and I get sick about it and run back off to the house.
When I get inside mom's still there doing her crossword puzzles and there's the bundle of towels on the table and this horrific crying wailing sound.. and I cover my ears and go over looking and it's a cat's head and the cat is crying louder and louder pitifully and I start freaking and mom asks if I can get it to quiet down. So.. I like pick up the head and try to shh it between all the sobs and I fumble and drop it and it starts shrieking crying louder and I scramble to pick it up cause it sounds like it hurts so bad and I put it back in the towels then I see the body sitting up over near the couch and the tail is flicking back and forth and it looks like it's waiting to be put back together or something...
Mom starts going off about she has no idea why dad did that and it's annoying her and she wishes it would shut up already and all I can think is "oh gawd dad what did you do.. at least you're gonna heal it and put it together again right?" So.. I try to comfort the cat's head more and I'm trying to figure out what happened because I hadn't seen dad do it and I saw him cut off the lamb's head but not the cat and it doesn't make sense at all......... then I woke up.
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I feel.. so.. sick.. over this dream. It makes my skin crawl. I was afraid to try and go back to sleep after it because I might go back to the dream. And it looked like Leo, the cat. Orange and cream....
There was obviously some kind of magic in the dream.. I kinda felt that too about being with the other two girls like we were witches or.. something? Some kind of magic users. And I don't know where they were when everything was going on. With their boyfriends maybe or something? They were older than me..
And everything is starting to fade now, thank gawd. It's not so strong in my mind. My mouth is killing me like I was grinding my teeth. The cats were sitting there staring at me expectantly like they were waiting for me to wake up, when I finally did.
I just.. hope that the cat got put back together again. Writing started 8:10am ended 8:25am
So then it shifts slightly and I'm still a girl and it's still the same time frame except that it's like... first rites time? Slaughter time.. the killing of the lambs and I'm supposed to be helping my dad. Who looks like my dad but he's like totally psychotic. And my mom is there, her normal self, inside on the couch doing a crossword puzzle. So I'm running in and out of the house going back and forth between dad prepping the axe and talking to mom and I go and get this tiny.. tiny little lamb for him right except that the lamb's covered in this super ultra soft fluff and it's kind of cartoonish but it seems normal for the dream. It's the youngest, barely a few days old maybe?
Dad makes me hold it down and he slowly shaves off a piece of the fluff with the tip of the axe and looks at it and goes good.. then he slowly knicks off a piece of fluff from the lamb's throat cutting it where he's supposed to cut its head off later and has me take it and comfort it because it's doing this high pitched crying thing.. and then somehow the next thing I know the lamb's dead and its head is rolling on the ground and I get sick about it and run back off to the house.
When I get inside mom's still there doing her crossword puzzles and there's the bundle of towels on the table and this horrific crying wailing sound.. and I cover my ears and go over looking and it's a cat's head and the cat is crying louder and louder pitifully and I start freaking and mom asks if I can get it to quiet down. So.. I like pick up the head and try to shh it between all the sobs and I fumble and drop it and it starts shrieking crying louder and I scramble to pick it up cause it sounds like it hurts so bad and I put it back in the towels then I see the body sitting up over near the couch and the tail is flicking back and forth and it looks like it's waiting to be put back together or something...
Mom starts going off about she has no idea why dad did that and it's annoying her and she wishes it would shut up already and all I can think is "oh gawd dad what did you do.. at least you're gonna heal it and put it together again right?" So.. I try to comfort the cat's head more and I'm trying to figure out what happened because I hadn't seen dad do it and I saw him cut off the lamb's head but not the cat and it doesn't make sense at all......... then I woke up.
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I feel.. so.. sick.. over this dream. It makes my skin crawl. I was afraid to try and go back to sleep after it because I might go back to the dream. And it looked like Leo, the cat. Orange and cream....
There was obviously some kind of magic in the dream.. I kinda felt that too about being with the other two girls like we were witches or.. something? Some kind of magic users. And I don't know where they were when everything was going on. With their boyfriends maybe or something? They were older than me..
And everything is starting to fade now, thank gawd. It's not so strong in my mind. My mouth is killing me like I was grinding my teeth. The cats were sitting there staring at me expectantly like they were waiting for me to wake up, when I finally did.
I just.. hope that the cat got put back together again. Writing started 8:10am ended 8:25am
Monday, October 17, 2005
The House in the Swamp 10/17/05
this one left me feeling very disturbed
Reyn: what did you dream?
Murr: dreamt about being in the middle of this huge swampy jungle place.. it was smotheringly hot and just everything was draped with vegetation and there's water all over.. and there was this house kind of on a raised piece of land, had to take a boat out to get to it.. the foundation had shifted so everything was kinda tilted and...
Murr: went out across the water knocked on the door it did the swing open thing
Murr: and I'm like I'm so not fucking going in there, no way
Murr: and you all of the sudden stepped up behind me and said just go we have to
Murr: so I started screaming because you hadn't been with me
Murr: ...........
Reyn: lol
Reyn: nice so scream cause I'm there
Murr: well it's like hot and the air's smothering me and I was supposed to be alone
Murr: and you start talking out of no where
Murr: freaked me the fuck out
Reyn: lol
Murr: so we go in
Murr: and we're looking through all the things that had been left there, trying to find some artifact they sent us to get
Murr: and the doors start slamming shut locking on us
Murr: and I'm like fuck this shit if it's that important they can get it themselves
Murr: and.... you told me to shut up and just keep looking
Murr: you've gotten really short tempered with me lately in my dreams
Murr: and so I shut up and we keep looking and I wind up having to break a door down to the attic and it's up there
Murr: this big.. kind of.. astronomy related or astrology thing, kinda like a telescope except it zooms in to look at planets like you were using binoculars
Murr: and the house locked up on us and we couldn't get out and I started saying wake up wake up wake up and I did
Reyn: what did you dream?
Murr: dreamt about being in the middle of this huge swampy jungle place.. it was smotheringly hot and just everything was draped with vegetation and there's water all over.. and there was this house kind of on a raised piece of land, had to take a boat out to get to it.. the foundation had shifted so everything was kinda tilted and...
Murr: went out across the water knocked on the door it did the swing open thing
Murr: and I'm like I'm so not fucking going in there, no way
Murr: and you all of the sudden stepped up behind me and said just go we have to
Murr: so I started screaming because you hadn't been with me
Murr: ...........
Reyn: lol
Reyn: nice so scream cause I'm there
Murr: well it's like hot and the air's smothering me and I was supposed to be alone
Murr: and you start talking out of no where
Murr: freaked me the fuck out
Reyn: lol
Murr: so we go in
Murr: and we're looking through all the things that had been left there, trying to find some artifact they sent us to get
Murr: and the doors start slamming shut locking on us
Murr: and I'm like fuck this shit if it's that important they can get it themselves
Murr: and.... you told me to shut up and just keep looking
Murr: you've gotten really short tempered with me lately in my dreams
Murr: and so I shut up and we keep looking and I wind up having to break a door down to the attic and it's up there
Murr: this big.. kind of.. astronomy related or astrology thing, kinda like a telescope except it zooms in to look at planets like you were using binoculars
Murr: and the house locked up on us and we couldn't get out and I started saying wake up wake up wake up and I did
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Char Swapping 10/15/05
Reyn: unsleep
BUZZ!!!
Murr: weird dream
Reyn: yeah? about?
Murr: roflmao... hanging around outside with you having a smoke under a pavillion thing while it's raining, talking about the dreams I kept having... but the funny thing is
Murr: the dreams are about different chars we have and how they like keep switching partners all of the sudden like kyle going off with charlie a lot or jesse going off with tyler and matt heading off with chris a lot and cael winding up out with cody for a long time and I dunno was just strange
Reyn: lmao
Murr: was arguing with you about them switching up their pairings and telling you that they had all talked about it or something and decided that it was a good idea to take a break and experiment or something
Reyn: do a big parnter swap did we?
Murr: and you're like but that's stupid they wouldn't do that
Reyn: lmao
Murr: they have relationships and they have no reason to swap
Murr: kept trying to convince you that they had all agreed to it....
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: the chars agreed with out me? omg
Murr: and it's like raining and cars are driving by splashing water on us from the road and stuff
Murr: and I kept mumbling cause my smoke was getting wet
Murr: and you were like geeze stop whining have another one
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: and I was?
Murr: now back to this whole swapping thing
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: I noticed there were no girls in there was just the guys saying fuck it let's go
Murr: lol
Reyn: I guess you're saying theya ren't paired up right?
Murr: was no girls in there at all no and we were both guys... think you were like... in chris mode and I was charlie
Murr: and no
Murr: just they decided to take a break
Reyn: lmao
Murr: and swap for a bit to have a change in "scenery"
Murr: and you refused to believe that they'd all agree to this in my dreams
Reyn: uh huh well gee they all ready all fuck each other
Reyn: lmao
Murr: you were like... uh huh stop lying
Murr: it's just wishful thinking on your part
Reyn: lmao
Murr: noo seriously baby
Murr: they did
Murr: ok
Murr: yeah right
Murr: whatever
Murr: think I heard enough of that.. oh stop bitching it's just a damn smoke
Murr: ok remind me not to go to bed right after I eat again
Reyn: fun dream wish I was there
Murr: was funny
Murr: just a bunch of arguing though
BUZZ!!!
Murr: weird dream
Reyn: yeah? about?
Murr: roflmao... hanging around outside with you having a smoke under a pavillion thing while it's raining, talking about the dreams I kept having... but the funny thing is
Murr: the dreams are about different chars we have and how they like keep switching partners all of the sudden like kyle going off with charlie a lot or jesse going off with tyler and matt heading off with chris a lot and cael winding up out with cody for a long time and I dunno was just strange
Reyn: lmao
Murr: was arguing with you about them switching up their pairings and telling you that they had all talked about it or something and decided that it was a good idea to take a break and experiment or something
Reyn: do a big parnter swap did we?
Murr: and you're like but that's stupid they wouldn't do that
Reyn: lmao
Murr: they have relationships and they have no reason to swap
Murr: kept trying to convince you that they had all agreed to it....
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: the chars agreed with out me? omg
Murr: and it's like raining and cars are driving by splashing water on us from the road and stuff
Murr: and I kept mumbling cause my smoke was getting wet
Murr: and you were like geeze stop whining have another one
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: and I was?
Murr: now back to this whole swapping thing
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: I noticed there were no girls in there was just the guys saying fuck it let's go
Murr: lol
Reyn: I guess you're saying theya ren't paired up right?
Murr: was no girls in there at all no and we were both guys... think you were like... in chris mode and I was charlie
Murr: and no
Murr: just they decided to take a break
Reyn: lmao
Murr: and swap for a bit to have a change in "scenery"
Murr: and you refused to believe that they'd all agree to this in my dreams
Reyn: uh huh well gee they all ready all fuck each other
Reyn: lmao
Murr: you were like... uh huh stop lying
Murr: it's just wishful thinking on your part
Reyn: lmao
Murr: noo seriously baby
Murr: they did
Murr: ok
Murr: yeah right
Murr: whatever
Murr: think I heard enough of that.. oh stop bitching it's just a damn smoke
Murr: ok remind me not to go to bed right after I eat again
Reyn: fun dream wish I was there
Murr: was funny
Murr: just a bunch of arguing though
Blue Light Woods 10/15/05
Out in the woods somewhere, no one else around.. there was like this prism of light that kept fluttering all over the place, like someone held up a crystal prism and it was catching the colors filtering them and there was an eerie silence. It was deafeningly quiet. Not peaceful at all. Like something had upset the entire woods.
No animals to be seen anywhere, no birds chirping. And then it slowly started getting darker and darker, like someone was cutting out the sun. Not like it was going down, just like it was vanishing. And I trapsed through the woods and struggled to get out without tripping over brush and tree roots and stuff and slowly made it out to the edge of the woods and there was a solar eclipse going on.. but there was a really bright blue light that was starting to shine, covering everything making it look surreal. And then Reyn buzzed and woke me up.
No animals to be seen anywhere, no birds chirping. And then it slowly started getting darker and darker, like someone was cutting out the sun. Not like it was going down, just like it was vanishing. And I trapsed through the woods and struggled to get out without tripping over brush and tree roots and stuff and slowly made it out to the edge of the woods and there was a solar eclipse going on.. but there was a really bright blue light that was starting to shine, covering everything making it look surreal. And then Reyn buzzed and woke me up.
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