So it's official. I'm never leaving the house again. I'm used to getting lots of "Don't I know you?"'s but this is just starting to get too creepy. And too many all around the same time.
So I went to pay a couple bills, and I stopped in a gas station to get a pepsi. There's an EMT inside with his partner, at the register. One pays for his stuff and heads back out, the other is finishing up paying and turns, starts to go then stops and glances at me.
"Don't I know you?"
I dunno, it's possible. *smile*
"Yeah... yeah I do. You're Jade."
I'm... sorry I don't remember your name.
"Oh it's alright, I don't mean from here. I'm Randy though."
*gawd you're cute this is fucked up what the hell is going on here*
Oh.. you mean from the ah.. *nod*
"Yeah, from there. Nice meeting up with people here isn't it?"
Yeah, yeah it is.
*as his radio goes off and he grimaces*
"I've got to get back to work, but you take care."
What the hell is up with this lately?
Friday, December 16, 2005
The puzzle within a nightmare within a dream 12/16/05
Ok so in the dream I was like going to school and I was female.. and I'd been out a lot sick or something and people were asses blah blah. And I guess I had mono or something. So I was back and not really doing much just going around to my classes and this one teacher was having me do a role call and I was marking people that were there on a big white board with their pictures on it, painting X's over their faces with white out. It was kind of strange..
So I went home after school and crawled in bed, I had a brother and sister. We all slept in the same big bed. Went to sleep after a while and I thought the dream just shifted but.. it was like something that came out of a really bizarre creepy horror movie. There was this supreme evil thing in a house and it was affecting everybody in it.. my family. And they would get mean and get creepy and then they'd disappear like my parents did and then... I was asleep with my sisters, which was when I realized that in the dream in the dream I was male, and one of them rolled over and she started sinking through the bed into this acidy fleshy stuff and screaming and it swallowed her up whole through the bed. Ate her alive. And I was like screaming and trying to get her out and I couldn't save her and then I snatched my other sister off the bed and I woke up.
And.. as I woke up in the dream and started looking to see if my brother and sister were ok I woke up in r/l. Looked at the clock, thought fuck me that was strange I'm glad I woke up, and went back to sleep after a few minutes.. only to pick back up in the dream.
My sister was gone. We were having to try and deal with that. And I went to school, gawd knows why and everyone was staring at me like it was my fault and I'd had something to do with my sister disappearing. Lots of whispering and other bullshit.
Went home from school had to go through the woods to get there and it's like a typical horror movie scene. Creepy woods, light fading away, lots of wind and leaves whipping around all over the place and the urgent sense to hurry up and get the fuck out of there. So I get home and my parents aren't there just my brother and he's like "Something's not right we need to get out of here now."
Right.. so I like called someone.. someone paranormal that I thought might be able to help. And she told me that I had to go back into the dream and fix it, nothing else would work, we'd only get taken too. So I curl up in my brother's arms and try to go to sleep and he's petting me saying don't do it you're gonna get lost too. *sighs*
So.. I went back into the dream and I'm male again and I run through the house trying to find my sister so I can get her out of there and somewhere safe while I try to figure out what's going on and get my other sister and parents back and.. I look through the whole place and wind up in our bedroom downstairs and throw back the covers on the bed.. and then pulled the rest of the sheets off so it was down to mattress and in the middle where I slept was a normal patch of bed, and on both sides where my sisters slept was the acidy fleshy stuff that swallows them alive. And I'm like screaming in frustration and screaming at whoever's behind this to show themselves.
This dream was just too fucking strange. There was a dark voice that like thundered through the house and asked me what I was expecting to find. There wasn't anyone else there and there hadn't been for years. Didn't I remember that? I'd killed my family and been thrown in a psych ward for it and they had just let me out.
.......................
And I like start having flashbacks of killing my parents and my sisters and throwing all their bodies in the bed and throwing acid on them to try and make the bodies go away.
.......................
And so.. I woke up screaming.. Except when I woke up from the dream within the dream I woke up into my brother's body and the screaming was my sister because I'd just stabbed her and started trying to eviscerate her......... And then I woke up again and I was in the female body and I took the knife and stabbed it into my brother's throat and cut out his wind pipe and started sobbing.
And then I really did wake up again. And I went and took a shower to get the blood off my hand. Blood on my hand and a huge bruise on my arm that's faded some to a smaller bruise but it's still there. I wanna know what the fuck that was about and why I'm having nightmares like this again.
So I went home after school and crawled in bed, I had a brother and sister. We all slept in the same big bed. Went to sleep after a while and I thought the dream just shifted but.. it was like something that came out of a really bizarre creepy horror movie. There was this supreme evil thing in a house and it was affecting everybody in it.. my family. And they would get mean and get creepy and then they'd disappear like my parents did and then... I was asleep with my sisters, which was when I realized that in the dream in the dream I was male, and one of them rolled over and she started sinking through the bed into this acidy fleshy stuff and screaming and it swallowed her up whole through the bed. Ate her alive. And I was like screaming and trying to get her out and I couldn't save her and then I snatched my other sister off the bed and I woke up.
And.. as I woke up in the dream and started looking to see if my brother and sister were ok I woke up in r/l. Looked at the clock, thought fuck me that was strange I'm glad I woke up, and went back to sleep after a few minutes.. only to pick back up in the dream.
My sister was gone. We were having to try and deal with that. And I went to school, gawd knows why and everyone was staring at me like it was my fault and I'd had something to do with my sister disappearing. Lots of whispering and other bullshit.
Went home from school had to go through the woods to get there and it's like a typical horror movie scene. Creepy woods, light fading away, lots of wind and leaves whipping around all over the place and the urgent sense to hurry up and get the fuck out of there. So I get home and my parents aren't there just my brother and he's like "Something's not right we need to get out of here now."
Right.. so I like called someone.. someone paranormal that I thought might be able to help. And she told me that I had to go back into the dream and fix it, nothing else would work, we'd only get taken too. So I curl up in my brother's arms and try to go to sleep and he's petting me saying don't do it you're gonna get lost too. *sighs*
So.. I went back into the dream and I'm male again and I run through the house trying to find my sister so I can get her out of there and somewhere safe while I try to figure out what's going on and get my other sister and parents back and.. I look through the whole place and wind up in our bedroom downstairs and throw back the covers on the bed.. and then pulled the rest of the sheets off so it was down to mattress and in the middle where I slept was a normal patch of bed, and on both sides where my sisters slept was the acidy fleshy stuff that swallows them alive. And I'm like screaming in frustration and screaming at whoever's behind this to show themselves.
This dream was just too fucking strange. There was a dark voice that like thundered through the house and asked me what I was expecting to find. There wasn't anyone else there and there hadn't been for years. Didn't I remember that? I'd killed my family and been thrown in a psych ward for it and they had just let me out.
.......................
And I like start having flashbacks of killing my parents and my sisters and throwing all their bodies in the bed and throwing acid on them to try and make the bodies go away.
.......................
And so.. I woke up screaming.. Except when I woke up from the dream within the dream I woke up into my brother's body and the screaming was my sister because I'd just stabbed her and started trying to eviscerate her......... And then I woke up again and I was in the female body and I took the knife and stabbed it into my brother's throat and cut out his wind pipe and started sobbing.
And then I really did wake up again. And I went and took a shower to get the blood off my hand. Blood on my hand and a huge bruise on my arm that's faded some to a smaller bruise but it's still there. I wanna know what the fuck that was about and why I'm having nightmares like this again.
Monday, December 12, 2005
Ask a Question 12/12/05
Murr: I'm not sure if it was a dream dream or a complex dream but..
Murr: I was on duty in the monitoring station by myself and trying to stay awake cause the cats kept waking me up all morning and I was finally like ok I know you guys can hear me, I wanna ask a question and remember the answer to it
Murr: and so after a bit a voice finally said you're stubborn, you've asked this before but ask again
Murr: so I asked if I was male or female, and they said both.. was like ok..
Murr: both as in how?
Murr: and they said something along the lines of you were female and we needed another empath that already knew operations so we made a separate you and it was male, no more questions
Murr: and I sat the arguing to the silence that I still had more questions for like a half hour
Reyn: ahh
Reyn: yeah but...we already knew that
Murr: they wouldn't let me ask any other questions
Reyn: so ok..you sometimes go there as a female then?
Reyn: but the ones that's there is male
Reyn: was thinking you know
Murr: yeah
Reyn: they only pull the female you in when the other is unable to go for some reason
Murr: that's what I was thinking
Reyn: which would explain why there's two of you there sometimes
Murr: I was trying to ask if we were on atlantis or involved with it but they wouldn't let me verbalize that
Reyn: even if you could get better jobs and take care of yourself
Reyn: we take people from the star gates to complexes or colonies
Reyn: other clones and to villages and places where they need to go safely
Reyn: from the gates
Murr: yes
Reyn: or to the gates
Reyn: sometimes we only have a map to get there
Reyn: sometimes we have to find something on the way also if possible
Murr: was just trying to see if I could get a response on where everything is, or when
Reyn: does it really matter? it's all kind of the same bebe
Reyn: thats what I think anyway
Murr: well since I went to bed thinking about how to make it up to Ren, I dunno why it came up at all
Reyn: cause you've been wondering
Reyn: consciously and unconsciously
Murr: I was on duty in the monitoring station by myself and trying to stay awake cause the cats kept waking me up all morning and I was finally like ok I know you guys can hear me, I wanna ask a question and remember the answer to it
Murr: and so after a bit a voice finally said you're stubborn, you've asked this before but ask again
Murr: so I asked if I was male or female, and they said both.. was like ok..
Murr: both as in how?
Murr: and they said something along the lines of you were female and we needed another empath that already knew operations so we made a separate you and it was male, no more questions
Murr: and I sat the arguing to the silence that I still had more questions for like a half hour
Reyn: ahh
Reyn: yeah but...we already knew that
Murr: they wouldn't let me ask any other questions
Reyn: so ok..you sometimes go there as a female then?
Reyn: but the ones that's there is male
Reyn: was thinking you know
Murr: yeah
Reyn: they only pull the female you in when the other is unable to go for some reason
Murr: that's what I was thinking
Reyn: which would explain why there's two of you there sometimes
Murr: I was trying to ask if we were on atlantis or involved with it but they wouldn't let me verbalize that
Reyn: even if you could get better jobs and take care of yourself
Reyn: we take people from the star gates to complexes or colonies
Reyn: other clones and to villages and places where they need to go safely
Reyn: from the gates
Murr: yes
Reyn: or to the gates
Reyn: sometimes we only have a map to get there
Reyn: sometimes we have to find something on the way also if possible
Murr: was just trying to see if I could get a response on where everything is, or when
Reyn: does it really matter? it's all kind of the same bebe
Reyn: thats what I think anyway
Murr: well since I went to bed thinking about how to make it up to Ren, I dunno why it came up at all
Reyn: cause you've been wondering
Reyn: consciously and unconsciously
Saturday, December 10, 2005
At the Mall (Non Dream) 12/10/05
Today has to be the strangest day I've ever had complex related. I couldn't sleep, no matter how hard I tried, and trust me I did try, for three hours. So I finally gave up and got out of bed and had this nagging sensation to go to the mall. No reason for me to go. There's nothing I wanted to buy and I hate the crowds and window shopping. Never the less the nagging sensation kept up so I gave into it and went. Looked around for a bit, wound up in the movie store and bought a couple dvd's then I headed out to the food court to get something to eat and then leave. This guy bumps into me.
I'd noticed him a few times while I was walking through the mall but hadn't really paid him any mind. Yet there he is, bumping into me non-apologetically and then just standing there watching me expectantly. So finally I gave in and spoke.
me: "Hi.. sorry."
"I'm not. So it is you then."
me: "Huh? Excuse me?"
"Oh you don't recognize me? Well, thanks for your help the other day anyways. Wouldn't have made it without you and your buddy."
ok whoa..... so it's complex related
me: "Oh, wow, ok sorry.. no I don't recognize you, but you're welcome."
"Nah, don't worry about it. Oh and by the way, I'd still do you."
me: "Huh?" *blush* "Well thanks..."
*huge grin on his part* "You blush here too, nice."
me: "So you like remember stuff from there? Did you wanna sit down and talk? Or do you have an email or yahoo I could get hold of you at?"
"You know it's against the rules, don't bother. I'm glad I ran into you though, I thought it was you when I saw you looking at the sci-fi movies. Have a good one, blusher."
And that was it. He walked off before I could convince him otherwise. Gawd and he was fucking hot too. Drowning pool eyes. How damn bizarre is that?? I wish I could have gotten him to sit down and talk or.. something anything. *mumbles*
I'd noticed him a few times while I was walking through the mall but hadn't really paid him any mind. Yet there he is, bumping into me non-apologetically and then just standing there watching me expectantly. So finally I gave in and spoke.
me: "Hi.. sorry."
"I'm not. So it is you then."
me: "Huh? Excuse me?"
"Oh you don't recognize me? Well, thanks for your help the other day anyways. Wouldn't have made it without you and your buddy."
ok whoa..... so it's complex related
me: "Oh, wow, ok sorry.. no I don't recognize you, but you're welcome."
"Nah, don't worry about it. Oh and by the way, I'd still do you."
me: "Huh?" *blush* "Well thanks..."
*huge grin on his part* "You blush here too, nice."
me: "So you like remember stuff from there? Did you wanna sit down and talk? Or do you have an email or yahoo I could get hold of you at?"
"You know it's against the rules, don't bother. I'm glad I ran into you though, I thought it was you when I saw you looking at the sci-fi movies. Have a good one, blusher."
And that was it. He walked off before I could convince him otherwise. Gawd and he was fucking hot too. Drowning pool eyes. How damn bizarre is that?? I wish I could have gotten him to sit down and talk or.. something anything. *mumbles*
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Complex, Sore Throat 12/6/05
So.. I'm not sure what all was going on but I slept from 8-4 and woke up to Reyn's buzz... something on a mission had just slammed a sharp pointy object into the side of my neck, twisted, and jerked it free. I can barely swallow, keep coughing... I'm almost like expecting blood. Think we must have had a healer around I have no marks from it what so ever I checked.. I just still can hardly swallow.
I don't remember anything else from it.
I don't remember anything else from it.
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Do I Look Like A Real Cop? 11/30/05
So I was like in Louisiana with my in-laws and J wasn't around.. and my brother in-law Jarod had gotten his driver's permit and he wanted to take me out to McDonald's to go eat.. so he convinced his mom that he wasn't hungry for pizza and dragged me out.. and he's driving his dad's truck and like runs a red light getting there and he has an antenna or something setup for his mom's cell phone in her suv and she's behind us driving?
So we got there and there's like this huge kind of.... fun obstacle course or something setup.. and you have to go through it to get into the building? So we go up and we're like talking and catching up and stuff and you have to climb up this huge swinging catwalk thing that gets progessively higher up and there's like all these girls complaining about it and we just kept going.
Finally get inside and we start eating and everything and then my dad shows up and says he needs my help for something so I told Jarod to stay put and I'd come back for him. Go with Dad.. he has to pick up something from a party at the Circle (the bar he goes to up in SD) and I wind up having to play bartender for a bit while he talks to people.. and someone asked me if I was pregnant and that was when I realized that I was female.. and.. yup.. pregnant.. wtf? So I'm like yeah and she starts gushing saying how great I look and I shouldn't be working and dad finishes up and I go with him and he has me drive... and it's his damn beat up Willis pickup truck.. so we're driving and I'm like killing my arms trying to get the steering wheel to turn and all..
And Dad looks over at me and he's like calling someone on his cell and he says "Do I look like a real cop when I'm calling you?" was like... ok wtf is this.. "Yeah.. well at least you do it with confidence and that's what makes a difference.." and then Reyn came on and I woke up.
There was more to it than that, but it's all faded now. I remember something vaguely from the complex where I had refused to do the experiment but I don't remember any specifics.. strange ass night.. not sure what all that was about.
So we got there and there's like this huge kind of.... fun obstacle course or something setup.. and you have to go through it to get into the building? So we go up and we're like talking and catching up and stuff and you have to climb up this huge swinging catwalk thing that gets progessively higher up and there's like all these girls complaining about it and we just kept going.
Finally get inside and we start eating and everything and then my dad shows up and says he needs my help for something so I told Jarod to stay put and I'd come back for him. Go with Dad.. he has to pick up something from a party at the Circle (the bar he goes to up in SD) and I wind up having to play bartender for a bit while he talks to people.. and someone asked me if I was pregnant and that was when I realized that I was female.. and.. yup.. pregnant.. wtf? So I'm like yeah and she starts gushing saying how great I look and I shouldn't be working and dad finishes up and I go with him and he has me drive... and it's his damn beat up Willis pickup truck.. so we're driving and I'm like killing my arms trying to get the steering wheel to turn and all..
And Dad looks over at me and he's like calling someone on his cell and he says "Do I look like a real cop when I'm calling you?" was like... ok wtf is this.. "Yeah.. well at least you do it with confidence and that's what makes a difference.." and then Reyn came on and I woke up.
There was more to it than that, but it's all faded now. I remember something vaguely from the complex where I had refused to do the experiment but I don't remember any specifics.. strange ass night.. not sure what all that was about.
Monday, November 28, 2005
Khalara, Complex, and.. More Searching 11/28/05
So it started off the same way they're all starting lately.. think I seriously need some release.
Dream switched to Khalara then.. with Charlie helping Alex in his office, and the Morrigan appeared out of nowhere with a prophecy.. I can't remember the words. I dunno what started Khalara again.. but was like checking up on how everyone was.. lots of women either were pregnant or had their babies already and the Duils and Jolie were perfecting their combining/attack thing.. I dunno. Anyways..
Switched to the complex for a while. More of the I can't believe you agreed to do the experiment you have to change your mind I won't let you do it, you're on my team, I'm your team leader I get a say in this so you AREN'T doing it.. more pushing and shoving and fighting and make up.
Woke up briefly from that and went back to sleep.. it was.. I was in Memphis or somwhere, it looked familiar.. and I was tagging along with this group of four people. Doing research for something.. some archaeological dig or treasure hunt.. like usual, lately. Anyways we... were at a restaurant discussing what our next move was, and this guy shows up and says.. "I know you don't trust me, but you're just going to have to because I know where the obelisks are." So.. we argued over that a bit then had him sit down and we started making plans to go find the obelisk which was out in Samaria (present day.. Jordan) and then another one was in the Gobi Desert. The obelisks had keys to something else we had to find, then the keystones get put into the obelisks and.. something happens, I dunno what.
Too much of it has faded now. *sighs*
Car Chase 11/28/05
Murr: started off dreaming about charlie and bryan, then it sequed into charlie and tyler then it was charlie and chris then the cat knocked something over and went back to sleep and started this strange dream about driving around santa monica or somethin with J, following you, you were leading us somewhere
Murr: and we turned down a side street and ran into a fence and the engine killed and flooded and wouldn't start again and J was bitching at me about it being my fault
Reyn: ahh
Murr: and you called and started laughing about you knew I couldn't keep up and I told you what happened and you're like shit I'll turn around
Murr: and J kept bitching and got out of the car and went to talk to the lady that owned the house and came back and started to bitch at me again and the fucker called and woke me up
Murr: and we turned down a side street and ran into a fence and the engine killed and flooded and wouldn't start again and J was bitching at me about it being my fault
Reyn: ahh
Murr: and you called and started laughing about you knew I couldn't keep up and I told you what happened and you're like shit I'll turn around
Murr: and J kept bitching and got out of the car and went to talk to the lady that owned the house and came back and started to bitch at me again and the fucker called and woke me up
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Basketball? switched to Complex 11/27/05
I was female.. and hanging out with a bunch of girls, and we were like in school or something. And there are all these rulles and regulations and restrictions about the things you're allowed to do, or when you can do them, and you have to follow them or you'll be killed or corporal punishment or something.. anyways. So I'm dating this guy and he's a basketball player and we just want to have sex and make out and we keep trying to sneak off to do it except they keep calling him to come play so he has to go or it's back to the death/punishment thing. So he goes and plays and I go and bitch to the girls I was hanging out with.. and one of them says "you were so much easier to get along with when you were a guy"
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Ok so then something woke me up right after.
Got back to sleep. Dream changed to... I was back to being my usual dream self and in the complex and we just got back from a mission and were debriefing then winding down and went and found Reyn and he was telling me that he can't believe I'd even consider going through with their experiment and doing the sex change and we started arguing about that heatedly.. to the point of shoving and hitting and then it just.. went elsewhere from that. *coughs* So... yeah.
Sex change???????
Murr: I have no fucking clue where that came from
Murr: some experimental thing they were doing to see if it heightened abilities
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Ok so then something woke me up right after.
Got back to sleep. Dream changed to... I was back to being my usual dream self and in the complex and we just got back from a mission and were debriefing then winding down and went and found Reyn and he was telling me that he can't believe I'd even consider going through with their experiment and doing the sex change and we started arguing about that heatedly.. to the point of shoving and hitting and then it just.. went elsewhere from that. *coughs* So... yeah.
Sex change???????
Murr: I have no fucking clue where that came from
Murr: some experimental thing they were doing to see if it heightened abilities
Atlantis RP 11/27/05
Ok so chars wet dreams are messed up, and.. so when you start speaking to yourself in your dreams in riddles, about roleplay, you know there's something seriously wrong. Was dreaming about Charlie dreaming about Atlantis. He mumbled some stuff to himself when he woke up:
the key lies within
for memories untold, look within
your mind expands, and soon draws thin
take not from the past, for it's long since gone
the answers you seek can be found in the dawn
Anyways.. so there it is. Found a couple Atlantean fonts earlier too, will do something with it and pass it on. I think it's nonsense, because it doesn't really mean much no triggers, but it goes with the rp thing with Alysa so I'll just leave it at that.
the key lies within
for memories untold, look within
your mind expands, and soon draws thin
take not from the past, for it's long since gone
the answers you seek can be found in the dawn
Anyways.. so there it is. Found a couple Atlantean fonts earlier too, will do something with it and pass it on. I think it's nonsense, because it doesn't really mean much no triggers, but it goes with the rp thing with Alysa so I'll just leave it at that.
Friday, November 25, 2005
Clay and Dai's Submissives 11/25/05
Murr: first dream started out as I was in Memphis and a girl and my best friend Clay's mom was getting remarried to this guy but the guy was like a demon or a.. something not good and so I was trying to convince Clay not to let his mom get married, then Clay figured out what the guy was and confronted him and went missing and so I spent the rest of the dream trying to find a way to vanquish the guy and he kept trying to kill me and it was a lot of running around and like huge storms and floods and I finally got the asshole dead and Clay came back and I woke up........
Murr: then... went back to sleep and I was driving down to dai's house *mumbles* and I get there and the girls run out to see me at the car except they're like all older and there's a bunch of other teenage girls living there that they're like training to be submissives, and I was bitching and arguing at dai and ken for having kids in the house involved in bdsm and this 16 yo girl starts hitting on me calling me mistress wanting to serve me and I kept like trying to disuade her from it and she kept trying to force herself on me and be all seductive and there were all these pregnant cats running around..
Murr: I would so like a normal dream for once lately... just one regular dream
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: well you know the last one would be a fairly good premonition
Reyn: cause no offense but they're headed that way
Murr: I know
Murr: except dai and ken are getting divorced, and I don't plan on ever going down there again, ever
Reyn: never know
Murr: then... went back to sleep and I was driving down to dai's house *mumbles* and I get there and the girls run out to see me at the car except they're like all older and there's a bunch of other teenage girls living there that they're like training to be submissives, and I was bitching and arguing at dai and ken for having kids in the house involved in bdsm and this 16 yo girl starts hitting on me calling me mistress wanting to serve me and I kept like trying to disuade her from it and she kept trying to force herself on me and be all seductive and there were all these pregnant cats running around..
Murr: I would so like a normal dream for once lately... just one regular dream
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: well you know the last one would be a fairly good premonition
Reyn: cause no offense but they're headed that way
Murr: I know
Murr: except dai and ken are getting divorced, and I don't plan on ever going down there again, ever
Reyn: never know
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Cereal Prize 11/22/05
Murr: you and me in the kitchen and I was eating cereal but I was digging through the box trying to get to the prize
Murr: going I know they put it in here, I know they did
Reyn: lmao
Murr: and you were telling me that's stupid no one would be dumb enough to put it in a cereal box
Reyn: we agrue alot in your dreams or go back and forth
Murr: and I pulled out this little... carved gold square that was slightly raised on one side like a pyramid had a smoky gem on it that was swirling with like some sort of mist or something inside
Murr: yeah we do
Murr: it's bad
Murr: but we always
Murr: not like we don't sit here and argue anyways ;p
Murr: anyways so I like shoved it at you and said ha!
Reyn: lmao
Murr: and you were mumbling and I started laughing and called someone to let them know and went back to eating my cereal
Reyn: you need to write that down
Reyn: well you know don't think we're on escourt duty anymore
Reyn: we're looking for stuff
Murr: I was trying to remember all the others I had between waking up
Murr: I've been looking for things for a while now
Murr: the house in the swamp dream?
Murr: the box
Murr: all the houses
Murr: I'm always looking for something
Murr: and it's always pyramid like or ancient and has to do with the stars
Reyn: yeah last dream I had of escourting was walking beside the river in the rain and mud
Murr: yeah
Reyn: I'm looking at stuff
Murr: going I know they put it in here, I know they did
Reyn: lmao
Murr: and you were telling me that's stupid no one would be dumb enough to put it in a cereal box
Reyn: we agrue alot in your dreams or go back and forth
Murr: and I pulled out this little... carved gold square that was slightly raised on one side like a pyramid had a smoky gem on it that was swirling with like some sort of mist or something inside
Murr: yeah we do
Murr: it's bad
Murr: but we always
Murr: not like we don't sit here and argue anyways ;p
Murr: anyways so I like shoved it at you and said ha!
Reyn: lmao
Murr: and you were mumbling and I started laughing and called someone to let them know and went back to eating my cereal
Reyn: you need to write that down
Reyn: well you know don't think we're on escourt duty anymore
Reyn: we're looking for stuff
Murr: I was trying to remember all the others I had between waking up
Murr: I've been looking for things for a while now
Murr: the house in the swamp dream?
Murr: the box
Murr: all the houses
Murr: I'm always looking for something
Murr: and it's always pyramid like or ancient and has to do with the stars
Reyn: yeah last dream I had of escourting was walking beside the river in the rain and mud
Murr: yeah
Reyn: I'm looking at stuff
Monday, November 21, 2005
iPod? Not sure.. 11/21/05
Had a weird dream and I can't remember any of it now. Something to do with... we were looking for something and there were images of it stored on an iPod Shuffle and someone had a tiny little screen with an adapter for it that you hook up to view the files and everyone kept saying give it to him to see, let him look at it.. so they shoved it at me and I was looking through the files going omg that's just.. wow they have that too.. omfg I thought this was lost..
I can't remember now what the items were! Fuckin a... ah well. It was something, as usual, to do with astronomy related items, or ancient archaeological tools, etc etc. Things you'd expect to find in something like Stargate. Little sun dials that line up with planets to show a map or.. well, you get the idea.
So it's back to this. The same stuff as from the dream about the box. I think it's probably the same time frame, the same reality. I just don't know if it's an alternate reality/dimension, or it's a future life. Either way, it keeps coming up. I know whatever the things are we're looking for, they're extremely important to the cause. 'The Cause' ..... 'The Bigger Picture' ...... I think this has something to do with the Indigo Children, and with.. things coming to an end/new beginning.
I just wish I could remember more. It's 1:36 now. 30 minutes to write this little bit??? Grrrrrr....
I can't remember now what the items were! Fuckin a... ah well. It was something, as usual, to do with astronomy related items, or ancient archaeological tools, etc etc. Things you'd expect to find in something like Stargate. Little sun dials that line up with planets to show a map or.. well, you get the idea.
So it's back to this. The same stuff as from the dream about the box. I think it's probably the same time frame, the same reality. I just don't know if it's an alternate reality/dimension, or it's a future life. Either way, it keeps coming up. I know whatever the things are we're looking for, they're extremely important to the cause. 'The Cause' ..... 'The Bigger Picture' ...... I think this has something to do with the Indigo Children, and with.. things coming to an end/new beginning.
I just wish I could remember more. It's 1:36 now. 30 minutes to write this little bit??? Grrrrrr....
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Humming Sound 11/20/05 (Non Dream)
Alright, so this wasn't actually a dream, it was something that happened today, but I felt like I needed to write it down anyways. Log taken from talking to Reyn, I'll elaborate more.
Murr: so besides the fact that my bathroom felt like a meat locker...
Murr: you know that strange humming pulsing throbbing sound movies associate with ufo's or other strange things?
Reyn: yes
Murr: heard that in the bathroom while I was freezing my ass off and so.. out of curiosity because I've turned into a dumb blonde from a horror movie
Murr: I went outside
Reyn: lmao
Murr: no birds chirping, no sounds of cars just the humming sound
Murr: then it stopped and all the regular ambience kicked in
Reyn: you're a dumbass
Murr: I know
Murr: I started whimpering like an idiot had to come check the time make sure I didn't fall for a trap gawd
Murr: not that it matters
Soo.. yeah. I hadn't lost any time. I'd been gone a total of seven minutes from when I went brb to when I sat back down. Between going to the bathroom then going outside that's how long it would have taken. And I know that doesn't mean anything, but something about that just was so.. not.. right. Not in the least bit. The sound sent chills down my spine and I couldn't help but go outside to check and see. Haven't had anything like this happen in a long long time. I'm gonna call Dad about it. Have a pounding headache now too.
Edit: 7:35pm - I called and talked to Dad.. he didn't sound himself, not sure what's up, and I couldn't get him to talk for long. So I told him what happened. He asked me about time loss. Nothing new there, same old drill. He said it was probably an electro-magnet field. Also nothing new there. Guess I was expecting more from Dad.. some reassurance or insight. *sighs* Oh well. Time to watch Charmed now that it's frickin 7:52. Gonna take a quick nap after that.. and hopefully Reyn will be on and the headache will be gone.
Murr: so besides the fact that my bathroom felt like a meat locker...
Murr: you know that strange humming pulsing throbbing sound movies associate with ufo's or other strange things?
Reyn: yes
Murr: heard that in the bathroom while I was freezing my ass off and so.. out of curiosity because I've turned into a dumb blonde from a horror movie
Murr: I went outside
Reyn: lmao
Murr: no birds chirping, no sounds of cars just the humming sound
Murr: then it stopped and all the regular ambience kicked in
Reyn: you're a dumbass
Murr: I know
Murr: I started whimpering like an idiot had to come check the time make sure I didn't fall for a trap gawd
Murr: not that it matters
Soo.. yeah. I hadn't lost any time. I'd been gone a total of seven minutes from when I went brb to when I sat back down. Between going to the bathroom then going outside that's how long it would have taken. And I know that doesn't mean anything, but something about that just was so.. not.. right. Not in the least bit. The sound sent chills down my spine and I couldn't help but go outside to check and see. Haven't had anything like this happen in a long long time. I'm gonna call Dad about it. Have a pounding headache now too.
Edit: 7:35pm - I called and talked to Dad.. he didn't sound himself, not sure what's up, and I couldn't get him to talk for long. So I told him what happened. He asked me about time loss. Nothing new there, same old drill. He said it was probably an electro-magnet field. Also nothing new there. Guess I was expecting more from Dad.. some reassurance or insight. *sighs* Oh well. Time to watch Charmed now that it's frickin 7:52. Gonna take a quick nap after that.. and hopefully Reyn will be on and the headache will be gone.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Mass updates
Well let's see... since the last dream I remembered in detail there hasn't been much that I really do remember. I have had a few dreams about Shaun the last week, they started up out of the blue, and I went back and read some logs and the dreams just keep happening, except it goes from Shaun to Chris and back and forth and.. it's confusing but ah well. Just dreams.
Other than that... nothing. Tiny tidbits of complex happenings but it's nothing new, just the same old sitting around playing cards, or talking watching movies, nothing about missions.
I still can't write though. This has taken me forever to try and get out.
Other than that... nothing. Tiny tidbits of complex happenings but it's nothing new, just the same old sitting around playing cards, or talking watching movies, nothing about missions.
I still can't write though. This has taken me forever to try and get out.
Friday, November 11, 2005
Trying To Get Home 11/11/05
So besides the fact that today is a double digit.. 11/11, the dream I had a bit ago before I woke up was kind of strange.
I was back in Memphis and not with friends of family, at least not people that I knew from the past to be. Something happened and then.. I wanted to go home, so I had someone drive me except by the time we got over to Knight Arnold and Mendenhall I forgot what street you had to turn on to get to Cristil. I could not, for the life of me, remember. I keept passing Newberry where my school was on and saying no no you went too far, turn around, and we'd get back to Knight Arnold and it was too far again. The constant back and forth and turning down streets, lost while looking for that one fucking street to turn down. I even tried going down Knight Arnold to turn down the other street to get to Cristil, but of course as soon as we did, I forgot that street name too.
Well, just for reference since I looked it up:
Mendenhall to Scottsdale
Scottsdale to Cristil
or
Knight Arnold to Dothan
Dothan to Cristil
That was one of the most aggrivating dreams I've ever had in my life. I should have known that, living there for eleven years. And everytime I got close something made me forget. I have the feeling that it was a "red herring" dream so to speak just to keep me distracted from something else. And... since I know Reyn is still asleep because I can feel the pull, going back to bed now.
I was back in Memphis and not with friends of family, at least not people that I knew from the past to be. Something happened and then.. I wanted to go home, so I had someone drive me except by the time we got over to Knight Arnold and Mendenhall I forgot what street you had to turn on to get to Cristil. I could not, for the life of me, remember. I keept passing Newberry where my school was on and saying no no you went too far, turn around, and we'd get back to Knight Arnold and it was too far again. The constant back and forth and turning down streets, lost while looking for that one fucking street to turn down. I even tried going down Knight Arnold to turn down the other street to get to Cristil, but of course as soon as we did, I forgot that street name too.
Well, just for reference since I looked it up:
Mendenhall to Scottsdale
Scottsdale to Cristil
or
Knight Arnold to Dothan
Dothan to Cristil
That was one of the most aggrivating dreams I've ever had in my life. I should have known that, living there for eleven years. And everytime I got close something made me forget. I have the feeling that it was a "red herring" dream so to speak just to keep me distracted from something else. And... since I know Reyn is still asleep because I can feel the pull, going back to bed now.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
A Few Past Dreams
So here are a few of my dreams from the past. I'll just put them in one post for now, and add the others when I can find them.
The Gnarled Woman 9-14-05
there was a path through the woods, marked off with knotches and symbols on the trees and I was having to follow it deeper and deeper in.. cold misty woods, and the ground slowly started sloping down more and more into a valley, and then I just went sliding and falling through the trees because there was a sudden drop off
whenever I finally hit flat ground again was in some kind of a shallow canyon, with a cabin there.. smoke coming out of a chimney, could see a fire inside through a window.. made my way over.. slowly got up the courage to knock and the door did that eerie just kind of creak open thing
there was an old woman inside... gnarled, wrinkled.. doubled over with age.. she had... one of the most.. hideous, frightening faces I've ever seen.. and she told me to come in and shut the door, because I was letting all her warmth out.. so I went in with that I'm gonna die here, full of dread sense and she pointed to a chair with this long twisted finger
so I sat... and she got me a bowl of some kind of broth and made me drink it... then came over and cupped my chin and stared at me for a while.. then she told me a whole bunch of things
and I can't remember a single one, was just things that were going to happen that I needed to prepare for, and things that I needed to know about so that I could stop them
that woman just downright fuckin freaked me out.. like I shouldn't have been there, shouldn't be listening, shouldn't be touching the broth... can't remember anything past her starting to talk, except I know it didn't end there
(I had a follow up dream to this, where I went back to see the gnarled woman to find out what I had before since I couldn't remember, and she told me that if I came to see her again there would be severe repricussions and this was the last time she would tell me. I still can't remember.)
The Box 9-23-05
was a student in some kind of school for exceptional students.... it wasn't a regular school, it was for people who were gifted somehow but I don't remember how
throughout the entire dream no matter how it varied I was on some sort of schedule, had to find something had to get things at a certain time of day or specific time, no matter what
there was a guy that was sort of in charge of the school I guess and he was so.. negative.. evil.. he was an asshole.. there was a girl that charmed my best friend into marrying him in the middle of school so I'm like driving them off to get married protesting saying no you can't do this it's wrong she tricked you come on baby you don't wanna do this and I swerve and ram into something and he gets knocked out of it and the charm wears off he takes off to go home and get away from her before it starts again.. take the girl back to the school and the guy in charge... like the principal.. has us escorted into the building to his office and I'm saying he's gonna kill you for this you're in so much trouble and we sit and wait and he shows up and then I'm the one that's getting my ass chewed and she's all smug like I knew what I was doing I was supposed to do it and he sends her off and then I'm arguing with him about how that's bullshit and wrong and he can't get away with it someone will find out.. he like starts to escort me out of the building himself with his hand on my jaw telling me how no one will even know I'm missing no one will remember, and it was such a loss because I had potential but I just can't see the bigger picture.. and I like bite his finger, bite down hard enough to try and break it or sever it and he finally lets go then I run for it..
a lot of stuff happened between the beginning and end and I can't remember it all.. Reyn was the best friend I saved.. um.. there were other people I recognized, we got together on this.. save the end of the world or be guardians against something team and we worked towards protecting people from the apocalypse or other people like us that had special gifts/abilities.. and this part is just all sort of muddled into a lapse..
the end of the dream I went into this really really old place.. like way old.. and I had to climb up.. was climbing up through like this old.. walled in section or something, pulling myself up from one wooden beam to the next, and I kept checking at certain points feeling for something behind the boards against the wall.. and I finally found it, pulled it out and had to secure myself so I wouldn't fall then opened it.. it was an old, old old box.. dark wood and black.. the top was sort of inlaid on it.. slid into a groove the whole way across to shut it and when it was closed you couldn't tell how it even opened..
on the back of the lid when you flipped it over it looked like it was meant to be an egyptian artwork to sit on a table or something was black with gold embossing and it was basically this mountain scene with an eclipsed sun over it, and dark, dead things were coming up the mountain, like zombies or mummies, things that weren't alive and things that would.. bring about the end of existence or something
inside the box was another puzzle piece, the entire quest to find this had been nothing but a huge puzzle piece, and like always there was a piece missing, things slid into place and locked and there was some kind of herb or root inside it that you had to eat and something else, but there was a small little piece missing off the corner like it had broken off so you couldn't finish the incantation that was on the thing to invoke or jump start whatever it was that was supposed to happen when you did it..
so I closed the box back up and put it under my shirt tucked into my pants and instead of climbing back down, I kept going up.. was like climbing up an old chimney or ventilation shaft or something except it was all stone/brick and it had been boarded up at some point so there were the wooden beams dispersed along the inside.. and I finally stopped near the top and pushed a board aside instinctively and crawled out into a small like attic room, and on the mantle on the far side of the room was the piece that was missing from the box thing.. went and grabbed that stuck it in my jeans and then took the stairs down.. go figure, couldn't take the stairs up but there were stairs down
get out let someone know that I had the box and then low and behold Jason like shows up out of no where.. hasn't been in any of the rest of the dream, except I can tell it isn't Jason.. and he shouldn't be in the dream.. he didn't fit.. and his mom is with him and he's like did you get it? let me see it? and he looks at it and he's in awe about me finding it and he wants to go ahead and do the invocation now like *right* then and there and I'm getting a worse and worse feeling about it and he goes off to get us something to eat with the stuff inside the box that you have to eat and his mom's like waiting with me and I'm showing her the stuff and trying to explain to her what the language is and what the end result is and she turns the lid on the box over and looks at it and goes.. hmm.. well you realize if you do this that you'll unleash all these things on the people that you were supposed to save.. this doesn't do the good you thought it would do
and so Jason comes back and I'm struggling trying to decide whether to do the invocation or go put the box back where I got it and throw the broken off piece away and he's trying to urge me to go ahead and do it and when I finally tell him I won't he's all dejected then he's like ok.. well.. you can head home.. so I get ready to go and I still have the box with me for some reason and I start to drive home and Jason calls me and like wants me to do the invocation over the phone with him while I'm driving and I protested for a long time then gave in and started it and that's when I woke up
The Gnarled Woman 9-14-05
there was a path through the woods, marked off with knotches and symbols on the trees and I was having to follow it deeper and deeper in.. cold misty woods, and the ground slowly started sloping down more and more into a valley, and then I just went sliding and falling through the trees because there was a sudden drop off
whenever I finally hit flat ground again was in some kind of a shallow canyon, with a cabin there.. smoke coming out of a chimney, could see a fire inside through a window.. made my way over.. slowly got up the courage to knock and the door did that eerie just kind of creak open thing
there was an old woman inside... gnarled, wrinkled.. doubled over with age.. she had... one of the most.. hideous, frightening faces I've ever seen.. and she told me to come in and shut the door, because I was letting all her warmth out.. so I went in with that I'm gonna die here, full of dread sense and she pointed to a chair with this long twisted finger
so I sat... and she got me a bowl of some kind of broth and made me drink it... then came over and cupped my chin and stared at me for a while.. then she told me a whole bunch of things
and I can't remember a single one, was just things that were going to happen that I needed to prepare for, and things that I needed to know about so that I could stop them
that woman just downright fuckin freaked me out.. like I shouldn't have been there, shouldn't be listening, shouldn't be touching the broth... can't remember anything past her starting to talk, except I know it didn't end there
(I had a follow up dream to this, where I went back to see the gnarled woman to find out what I had before since I couldn't remember, and she told me that if I came to see her again there would be severe repricussions and this was the last time she would tell me. I still can't remember.)
The Box 9-23-05
was a student in some kind of school for exceptional students.... it wasn't a regular school, it was for people who were gifted somehow but I don't remember how
throughout the entire dream no matter how it varied I was on some sort of schedule, had to find something had to get things at a certain time of day or specific time, no matter what
there was a guy that was sort of in charge of the school I guess and he was so.. negative.. evil.. he was an asshole.. there was a girl that charmed my best friend into marrying him in the middle of school so I'm like driving them off to get married protesting saying no you can't do this it's wrong she tricked you come on baby you don't wanna do this and I swerve and ram into something and he gets knocked out of it and the charm wears off he takes off to go home and get away from her before it starts again.. take the girl back to the school and the guy in charge... like the principal.. has us escorted into the building to his office and I'm saying he's gonna kill you for this you're in so much trouble and we sit and wait and he shows up and then I'm the one that's getting my ass chewed and she's all smug like I knew what I was doing I was supposed to do it and he sends her off and then I'm arguing with him about how that's bullshit and wrong and he can't get away with it someone will find out.. he like starts to escort me out of the building himself with his hand on my jaw telling me how no one will even know I'm missing no one will remember, and it was such a loss because I had potential but I just can't see the bigger picture.. and I like bite his finger, bite down hard enough to try and break it or sever it and he finally lets go then I run for it..
a lot of stuff happened between the beginning and end and I can't remember it all.. Reyn was the best friend I saved.. um.. there were other people I recognized, we got together on this.. save the end of the world or be guardians against something team and we worked towards protecting people from the apocalypse or other people like us that had special gifts/abilities.. and this part is just all sort of muddled into a lapse..
the end of the dream I went into this really really old place.. like way old.. and I had to climb up.. was climbing up through like this old.. walled in section or something, pulling myself up from one wooden beam to the next, and I kept checking at certain points feeling for something behind the boards against the wall.. and I finally found it, pulled it out and had to secure myself so I wouldn't fall then opened it.. it was an old, old old box.. dark wood and black.. the top was sort of inlaid on it.. slid into a groove the whole way across to shut it and when it was closed you couldn't tell how it even opened..
on the back of the lid when you flipped it over it looked like it was meant to be an egyptian artwork to sit on a table or something was black with gold embossing and it was basically this mountain scene with an eclipsed sun over it, and dark, dead things were coming up the mountain, like zombies or mummies, things that weren't alive and things that would.. bring about the end of existence or something
inside the box was another puzzle piece, the entire quest to find this had been nothing but a huge puzzle piece, and like always there was a piece missing, things slid into place and locked and there was some kind of herb or root inside it that you had to eat and something else, but there was a small little piece missing off the corner like it had broken off so you couldn't finish the incantation that was on the thing to invoke or jump start whatever it was that was supposed to happen when you did it..
so I closed the box back up and put it under my shirt tucked into my pants and instead of climbing back down, I kept going up.. was like climbing up an old chimney or ventilation shaft or something except it was all stone/brick and it had been boarded up at some point so there were the wooden beams dispersed along the inside.. and I finally stopped near the top and pushed a board aside instinctively and crawled out into a small like attic room, and on the mantle on the far side of the room was the piece that was missing from the box thing.. went and grabbed that stuck it in my jeans and then took the stairs down.. go figure, couldn't take the stairs up but there were stairs down
get out let someone know that I had the box and then low and behold Jason like shows up out of no where.. hasn't been in any of the rest of the dream, except I can tell it isn't Jason.. and he shouldn't be in the dream.. he didn't fit.. and his mom is with him and he's like did you get it? let me see it? and he looks at it and he's in awe about me finding it and he wants to go ahead and do the invocation now like *right* then and there and I'm getting a worse and worse feeling about it and he goes off to get us something to eat with the stuff inside the box that you have to eat and his mom's like waiting with me and I'm showing her the stuff and trying to explain to her what the language is and what the end result is and she turns the lid on the box over and looks at it and goes.. hmm.. well you realize if you do this that you'll unleash all these things on the people that you were supposed to save.. this doesn't do the good you thought it would do
and so Jason comes back and I'm struggling trying to decide whether to do the invocation or go put the box back where I got it and throw the broken off piece away and he's trying to urge me to go ahead and do it and when I finally tell him I won't he's all dejected then he's like ok.. well.. you can head home.. so I get ready to go and I still have the box with me for some reason and I start to drive home and Jason calls me and like wants me to do the invocation over the phone with him while I'm driving and I protested for a long time then gave in and started it and that's when I woke up
Monday, November 07, 2005
Welcome Home 11/6/05
So.. this one is about you know who coming back. Reyn was offline but somehow I was close enough to go over to your house and skulk around depressed outside, hands shoved in my pockets kicking at the ground, upset that you were offline and stuff.
There was a welcome home party going on and you had a bunch of family over celebrating, and everybody was inside watching a movie. And I sat down against something and knocked over like the trash can or something.. and you sent Joey outside to see what it was so he drags me in and says we have a burglar and like pushes me into the room and I'm looking all apologetic cause I so know I sohuldn't be there and it's only going to cause problems. So you know who looks at me and just mutters something about I stick my nose into everything else so I might as well stay and Joey like kinda pushes me some more then goes and sits back down and you just give me this pitiful look like I'm glad to see you but why'd you have to do it so I sit down in a chair outside the room and slide down in it some stretching my legs out and lay my head against the wall glancing into the room at you some.
You watch me for a while then roll your eyes and get up and drag me back into the room and like pull me into a recliner with you to sit and watch the rest of the movie and all the family that's there like stares at me disapprovingly and after a while they all start leaving shaking their heads at me and not saying anything. Joey keeps giving me dirty looks like I shouldn't be there and I'm fucking things up then Jon and Kate come out and like hug me and start chattering away while everyone's leaving and you kinda grin and try to hide it and I get up and go into the kitchen to talk to the two for a bit. Everyone clears out except you and the grumpy ass and the kids and I convince Jon that I'm still gonna be there in the morning so he should go back to bed and we can talk then. So.. I go back into the room you're watching the movie in and start to sit in a different chair and you pull me back into the recliner and whisper that you're glad I came because you were losing your mind and we just snuggle into each other and watch the last of the movie.. and one of the cats pounced me as the grumpy ass was getting up to say something so I dunno what happened after that.
There was a welcome home party going on and you had a bunch of family over celebrating, and everybody was inside watching a movie. And I sat down against something and knocked over like the trash can or something.. and you sent Joey outside to see what it was so he drags me in and says we have a burglar and like pushes me into the room and I'm looking all apologetic cause I so know I sohuldn't be there and it's only going to cause problems. So you know who looks at me and just mutters something about I stick my nose into everything else so I might as well stay and Joey like kinda pushes me some more then goes and sits back down and you just give me this pitiful look like I'm glad to see you but why'd you have to do it so I sit down in a chair outside the room and slide down in it some stretching my legs out and lay my head against the wall glancing into the room at you some.
You watch me for a while then roll your eyes and get up and drag me back into the room and like pull me into a recliner with you to sit and watch the rest of the movie and all the family that's there like stares at me disapprovingly and after a while they all start leaving shaking their heads at me and not saying anything. Joey keeps giving me dirty looks like I shouldn't be there and I'm fucking things up then Jon and Kate come out and like hug me and start chattering away while everyone's leaving and you kinda grin and try to hide it and I get up and go into the kitchen to talk to the two for a bit. Everyone clears out except you and the grumpy ass and the kids and I convince Jon that I'm still gonna be there in the morning so he should go back to bed and we can talk then. So.. I go back into the room you're watching the movie in and start to sit in a different chair and you pull me back into the recliner and whisper that you're glad I came because you were losing your mind and we just snuggle into each other and watch the last of the movie.. and one of the cats pounced me as the grumpy ass was getting up to say something so I dunno what happened after that.
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Play the Part 11/5/05
I was female in this one.. I wasn't married to this guy but I looked just like his wife and they were fighting and he was rich. And his wife wasn't around for whatever reason and someone saw me in the hotel he was staying in and assumed I was her and like dragged me off made me get all dressed up and did my hair and makeup said go and just get this over with then you can go back to pretending to be someone else and I'm thinking what the fuck.. so I go and meet the guy and we have to have this big dinner then some movie premiere or something I dunno.. anyways I wind up spending all night talking to the guy and getting to know him and falling in love with him like an idiot, and he's like.. thinking he's falling in love with his wife again and he's really happy about it..
Then the alarm went off and I hit snooze (omfg I hit snooze on an alarm? what's wrong with this picture) and tried to get back to the dream but I couldn't and I wound up in a partial recovery dream.. started out in the complex snuggled up to Reyn telling him I don't care what he calls me because it doesn't matter it's just a name and I'm just me anyways and... led to other things from there, then it merged into just hard, pounding sex except I wound up female again.
I think it's all Reyn's fault with the talk last night we had. ;p
Then the alarm went off and I hit snooze (omfg I hit snooze on an alarm? what's wrong with this picture) and tried to get back to the dream but I couldn't and I wound up in a partial recovery dream.. started out in the complex snuggled up to Reyn telling him I don't care what he calls me because it doesn't matter it's just a name and I'm just me anyways and... led to other things from there, then it merged into just hard, pounding sex except I wound up female again.
I think it's all Reyn's fault with the talk last night we had. ;p
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Fight 11/1/05
Um.. Reyn and I were living near each other in Louisiana. Reyn's J was an ass. My J wasn't around. Jon and Kate were being themselves and hanging around asking lots of questions and being pains but it was nice.
We had been sitting around for a few hours talking, and.. I said something about how next life, we should try to just bypass everyone else and just be together, because after all these years of obviously not getting to be with each other first it'd be nice..
Reyn went off on me and told me to stop my wishful thinking and just get over the fact that I wasn't important enough to come first so I could just come around towards the end like always and fix all the mistakes and be dropped as soon as they were.
And so.. Reyn left, the kids and J went with and.. even in the complex there was like.. no emotion no interaction, nothing anymore it was just gone. And I got so pissed off about it and was selfish enough to not do my job there and Reyn wound up getting attacked and died.
And.. whenever I woke up I tried calling for a long time, in the dream. No answer for a few days.. and when I finally did get through you didn't even know me at all.
I have no idea where this came from or why, but I can't handle another one like this.
We had been sitting around for a few hours talking, and.. I said something about how next life, we should try to just bypass everyone else and just be together, because after all these years of obviously not getting to be with each other first it'd be nice..
Reyn went off on me and told me to stop my wishful thinking and just get over the fact that I wasn't important enough to come first so I could just come around towards the end like always and fix all the mistakes and be dropped as soon as they were.
And so.. Reyn left, the kids and J went with and.. even in the complex there was like.. no emotion no interaction, nothing anymore it was just gone. And I got so pissed off about it and was selfish enough to not do my job there and Reyn wound up getting attacked and died.
And.. whenever I woke up I tried calling for a long time, in the dream. No answer for a few days.. and when I finally did get through you didn't even know me at all.
I have no idea where this came from or why, but I can't handle another one like this.
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Deactivate 10/29/05
I was dreaming something about a farm, or a place set out at the country at least but it wasn't flowing right. Scenes kept skipping and jerking like a film reel that wasn't put in place right and then I heard a whispered "Deactivate" in my ear and I woke up.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Concentration Camp 10/26/05
This dream.. either switched over from or merged from Reyn's visit.. and I was younger again in my teens and dad and mom come and pick me up from somewhere and we're driving and then we're back in Memphis all of the sudden and stopping by to see an old friend and somewhere from there we wound up in the like huge hotel and in the pool and people are stripping down to their bras and underwear and stuff and getting in and then things just start getting crazy and some guy gets zipped up in a huge duffle bag and tossed in the pool and he starts drowning and somebody lifted him up out of the water with telekinesis and someone else started healing him and I'm like no no no stop they know they're coming because they feel it and..
Everyone started getting dragged off to rooms and locked up strapped down and tested and stuff and they provoke everyone to make them show what their abilities are and it just got really.. really bad. They started sending people off to different places to be used for what they wanted and I wound up at the complex.. wasn't the desert one but it was one out in maybe New York? Montauk/Camp Hero? Not sure.. but I was there and then other people I knew started filtering in and we tried to break out and couldn't and we tried to just not respond to them and it didn't work so we.. just went with it and they started training people and sending them off on missions.
The experimenting testing period in the dream was just.. too vivid. I don't wanna write it all. IV's and shots and different reactors put into us and it burned and people screamed and some died during the testing because of things they put them through. It was just bad.
Everyone started getting dragged off to rooms and locked up strapped down and tested and stuff and they provoke everyone to make them show what their abilities are and it just got really.. really bad. They started sending people off to different places to be used for what they wanted and I wound up at the complex.. wasn't the desert one but it was one out in maybe New York? Montauk/Camp Hero? Not sure.. but I was there and then other people I knew started filtering in and we tried to break out and couldn't and we tried to just not respond to them and it didn't work so we.. just went with it and they started training people and sending them off on missions.
The experimenting testing period in the dream was just.. too vivid. I don't wanna write it all. IV's and shots and different reactors put into us and it burned and people screamed and some died during the testing because of things they put them through. It was just bad.
Reyn's Visit 10/26/05
you=Reyn
It's easier to just write this like I was telling Reyn so that's what I'll do.
Some other things happened at the beginning of the dream that I can't remember but you like went offline for a couple days with no word, and then you showed up on my front porch kncking. And you like shoved your hands in your pockets and tried to look apologetic. "I just had to get away and.. Jon wouldn't shut up he insisted we come here so here we are." I'm not sure where I was living but it wasn't NC might have been LA. So Kate's like in the background all giggling andshy unsure(*) then she like comes up and hugs me and starts babbling away and won't shut up and I drag you all inside and make coffee and Jon steals a pack of my smokes and starts asking me all these questions.
(*) wasn't like shy shy was like.. I don't know if I want to be here and you're that strange person that's always on the phone but.. oh hey I guess I can do this *instant latch on*
Finally get the kids to go look through my dvd's and books and ask why you showed up and you refuse to tell me will only say I'm just here for a while and that's all I'm gonna say. Ok, no problem, fine with me. I'll take you however I can get you. So we get Jon and Kate setup in a room and then we talk for a while more and I help you bring the bags in and stuff and set up your computer and then we go and get groceries and stuff and we're like laughing a lot having a great time. Was really really nice.
Then... Jason like shows up out of nowhere and he throws a fit because you're there and I hadn't said anything and I told him to get lost and he was still bitching at me, being nice to you and the kids but yelling at me.. then totally out of nowhere Dad shows up and.. Jason shuts up and he's ok with it and he goes back to wherever he was. Dad sticks around for a bit and talks to you and me about the complex and about ghosts, and he starts telling you about all the things he's experienced and dreamt in the past. Then he has to go because he's gotta get back on the road so he leaves and it's just me and you and Jon and Kate again.
Went to sleep at some point in the dream snuggled up to you and was a nice hot hard complex dream and went back to being awake and we talked a lot more and I wound up saying something that pissed you off and you like left without Jon and Kate and went... somewhere I dunno and so I was talking to Jon about his abilities and trying to help him sort through that some more and Kate was dancing in the background talking and giggling and stuff and you finally showed up again at like 3 in the morning with your hands shoved in your pockets again.. and I just let you in and we didn't say anything and curled up and watched a movie then went to sleep and everything was fine..
Then at some point the dream switched over to something else.
It's easier to just write this like I was telling Reyn so that's what I'll do.
Some other things happened at the beginning of the dream that I can't remember but you like went offline for a couple days with no word, and then you showed up on my front porch kncking. And you like shoved your hands in your pockets and tried to look apologetic. "I just had to get away and.. Jon wouldn't shut up he insisted we come here so here we are." I'm not sure where I was living but it wasn't NC might have been LA. So Kate's like in the background all giggling and
(*) wasn't like shy shy was like.. I don't know if I want to be here and you're that strange person that's always on the phone but.. oh hey I guess I can do this *instant latch on*
Finally get the kids to go look through my dvd's and books and ask why you showed up and you refuse to tell me will only say I'm just here for a while and that's all I'm gonna say. Ok, no problem, fine with me. I'll take you however I can get you. So we get Jon and Kate setup in a room and then we talk for a while more and I help you bring the bags in and stuff and set up your computer and then we go and get groceries and stuff and we're like laughing a lot having a great time. Was really really nice.
Then... Jason like shows up out of nowhere and he throws a fit because you're there and I hadn't said anything and I told him to get lost and he was still bitching at me, being nice to you and the kids but yelling at me.. then totally out of nowhere Dad shows up and.. Jason shuts up and he's ok with it and he goes back to wherever he was. Dad sticks around for a bit and talks to you and me about the complex and about ghosts, and he starts telling you about all the things he's experienced and dreamt in the past. Then he has to go because he's gotta get back on the road so he leaves and it's just me and you and Jon and Kate again.
Went to sleep at some point in the dream snuggled up to you and was a nice hot hard complex dream and went back to being awake and we talked a lot more and I wound up saying something that pissed you off and you like left without Jon and Kate and went... somewhere I dunno and so I was talking to Jon about his abilities and trying to help him sort through that some more and Kate was dancing in the background talking and giggling and stuff and you finally showed up again at like 3 in the morning with your hands shoved in your pockets again.. and I just let you in and we didn't say anything and curled up and watched a movie then went to sleep and everything was fine..
Then at some point the dream switched over to something else.
Monday, October 24, 2005
House on the Moor 10/24/05
Dreamt about a big moor and the mist rolling over it in the dark... riding over a bridge on horse back.. and getting to this big keep/manor place and the owner trying to usher me inside quickly.. wasn't a servant or anything was the guy that owned the house... and then I found out I was supposed to be doing a clearing on the house to get a ghost or some creature out of it and was walking through.. all these hundreds and hundreds of rooms trying to cleanse them and something grabbed me and I woke up.
Sunday, October 23, 2005
House 10/22/05
Hmm.. ok so there was a house, and it was haunted. Kind of.. chilling, creepy.. strange things but it wasn't like.. completely supernatural happenings. It wasn't shriek worthy scary. And that's about all I remember. That.. and.. Reyn had a dream about a haunted house too.
I would think that it had something to do with the fact that I was reading about the Amityville house before I went to sleep but then Reyn had a house dream so.. I'm not sure. I remember something about a woman showing me the house and doing the tour of the rooms thing.. and there were people in the rooms that were kind of.. half there half not. I can't remember any more. It all faded.
I would think that it had something to do with the fact that I was reading about the Amityville house before I went to sleep but then Reyn had a house dream so.. I'm not sure. I remember something about a woman showing me the house and doing the tour of the rooms thing.. and there were people in the rooms that were kind of.. half there half not. I can't remember any more. It all faded.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Aquarium 10/20/05
Murr: was out at some big aquarium or something and I was looking at the deep sea "monster" the thing that's white with the long tentacle eye thing right?
Murr: and you kept egging me to get closer and put my face against the glass
Reyn: lol
Murr: so I did, and the next thing I know this thing comes up right in my face...
Murr: and my head goes through the glass so that my head's in the tank and the glass is around my neck and I'm like choking on freezing cold water from the bottom of the ocean and this thing's right in front of my face with razor sharp teeth
Reyn: omg
Reyn: you seriously need to cleanse your house
Reyn: and where you sleep
Murr: and you started pulling on me to get me out and I'm still suck and drowning in the water I'm swallowing and you pull me out and a piece of glass gets stuck in the back of my skull and this huge ass thing comes out of the tank with me on top of me
Murr: and then I heard the knock knock of you coming online and I jerked awake
Murr: and you kept egging me to get closer and put my face against the glass
Reyn: lol
Murr: so I did, and the next thing I know this thing comes up right in my face...
Murr: and my head goes through the glass so that my head's in the tank and the glass is around my neck and I'm like choking on freezing cold water from the bottom of the ocean and this thing's right in front of my face with razor sharp teeth
Reyn: omg
Reyn: you seriously need to cleanse your house
Reyn: and where you sleep
Murr: and you started pulling on me to get me out and I'm still suck and drowning in the water I'm swallowing and you pull me out and a piece of glass gets stuck in the back of my skull and this huge ass thing comes out of the tank with me on top of me
Murr: and then I heard the knock knock of you coming online and I jerked awake
First Rites? 10/20/05
The dream started off as something different than how it ended... I'm female in this one.. was going to some kind of concert with two other girls and they went off to get ready together and left me alone. So I'm talking to other people kind of grumbling that they did that to me, went to go get ready together and left me by myself to have to do it last.. and they come back. So I hurry off and try and get dressed to match them and they come back out and we start to leave and they're like being perfect together, matching and almost like twins, and I'm tagging along after them grumbling because yet again they made me feel like an outcast. They're my sisters maybe? Hard to tell.
So then it shifts slightly and I'm still a girl and it's still the same time frame except that it's like... first rites time? Slaughter time.. the killing of the lambs and I'm supposed to be helping my dad. Who looks like my dad but he's like totally psychotic. And my mom is there, her normal self, inside on the couch doing a crossword puzzle. So I'm running in and out of the house going back and forth between dad prepping the axe and talking to mom and I go and get this tiny.. tiny little lamb for him right except that the lamb's covered in this super ultra soft fluff and it's kind of cartoonish but it seems normal for the dream. It's the youngest, barely a few days old maybe?
Dad makes me hold it down and he slowly shaves off a piece of the fluff with the tip of the axe and looks at it and goes good.. then he slowly knicks off a piece of fluff from the lamb's throat cutting it where he's supposed to cut its head off later and has me take it and comfort it because it's doing this high pitched crying thing.. and then somehow the next thing I know the lamb's dead and its head is rolling on the ground and I get sick about it and run back off to the house.
When I get inside mom's still there doing her crossword puzzles and there's the bundle of towels on the table and this horrific crying wailing sound.. and I cover my ears and go over looking and it's a cat's head and the cat is crying louder and louder pitifully and I start freaking and mom asks if I can get it to quiet down. So.. I like pick up the head and try to shh it between all the sobs and I fumble and drop it and it starts shrieking crying louder and I scramble to pick it up cause it sounds like it hurts so bad and I put it back in the towels then I see the body sitting up over near the couch and the tail is flicking back and forth and it looks like it's waiting to be put back together or something...
Mom starts going off about she has no idea why dad did that and it's annoying her and she wishes it would shut up already and all I can think is "oh gawd dad what did you do.. at least you're gonna heal it and put it together again right?" So.. I try to comfort the cat's head more and I'm trying to figure out what happened because I hadn't seen dad do it and I saw him cut off the lamb's head but not the cat and it doesn't make sense at all......... then I woke up.
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I feel.. so.. sick.. over this dream. It makes my skin crawl. I was afraid to try and go back to sleep after it because I might go back to the dream. And it looked like Leo, the cat. Orange and cream....
There was obviously some kind of magic in the dream.. I kinda felt that too about being with the other two girls like we were witches or.. something? Some kind of magic users. And I don't know where they were when everything was going on. With their boyfriends maybe or something? They were older than me..
And everything is starting to fade now, thank gawd. It's not so strong in my mind. My mouth is killing me like I was grinding my teeth. The cats were sitting there staring at me expectantly like they were waiting for me to wake up, when I finally did.
I just.. hope that the cat got put back together again. Writing started 8:10am ended 8:25am
So then it shifts slightly and I'm still a girl and it's still the same time frame except that it's like... first rites time? Slaughter time.. the killing of the lambs and I'm supposed to be helping my dad. Who looks like my dad but he's like totally psychotic. And my mom is there, her normal self, inside on the couch doing a crossword puzzle. So I'm running in and out of the house going back and forth between dad prepping the axe and talking to mom and I go and get this tiny.. tiny little lamb for him right except that the lamb's covered in this super ultra soft fluff and it's kind of cartoonish but it seems normal for the dream. It's the youngest, barely a few days old maybe?
Dad makes me hold it down and he slowly shaves off a piece of the fluff with the tip of the axe and looks at it and goes good.. then he slowly knicks off a piece of fluff from the lamb's throat cutting it where he's supposed to cut its head off later and has me take it and comfort it because it's doing this high pitched crying thing.. and then somehow the next thing I know the lamb's dead and its head is rolling on the ground and I get sick about it and run back off to the house.
When I get inside mom's still there doing her crossword puzzles and there's the bundle of towels on the table and this horrific crying wailing sound.. and I cover my ears and go over looking and it's a cat's head and the cat is crying louder and louder pitifully and I start freaking and mom asks if I can get it to quiet down. So.. I like pick up the head and try to shh it between all the sobs and I fumble and drop it and it starts shrieking crying louder and I scramble to pick it up cause it sounds like it hurts so bad and I put it back in the towels then I see the body sitting up over near the couch and the tail is flicking back and forth and it looks like it's waiting to be put back together or something...
Mom starts going off about she has no idea why dad did that and it's annoying her and she wishes it would shut up already and all I can think is "oh gawd dad what did you do.. at least you're gonna heal it and put it together again right?" So.. I try to comfort the cat's head more and I'm trying to figure out what happened because I hadn't seen dad do it and I saw him cut off the lamb's head but not the cat and it doesn't make sense at all......... then I woke up.
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I feel.. so.. sick.. over this dream. It makes my skin crawl. I was afraid to try and go back to sleep after it because I might go back to the dream. And it looked like Leo, the cat. Orange and cream....
There was obviously some kind of magic in the dream.. I kinda felt that too about being with the other two girls like we were witches or.. something? Some kind of magic users. And I don't know where they were when everything was going on. With their boyfriends maybe or something? They were older than me..
And everything is starting to fade now, thank gawd. It's not so strong in my mind. My mouth is killing me like I was grinding my teeth. The cats were sitting there staring at me expectantly like they were waiting for me to wake up, when I finally did.
I just.. hope that the cat got put back together again. Writing started 8:10am ended 8:25am
Monday, October 17, 2005
The House in the Swamp 10/17/05
this one left me feeling very disturbed
Reyn: what did you dream?
Murr: dreamt about being in the middle of this huge swampy jungle place.. it was smotheringly hot and just everything was draped with vegetation and there's water all over.. and there was this house kind of on a raised piece of land, had to take a boat out to get to it.. the foundation had shifted so everything was kinda tilted and...
Murr: went out across the water knocked on the door it did the swing open thing
Murr: and I'm like I'm so not fucking going in there, no way
Murr: and you all of the sudden stepped up behind me and said just go we have to
Murr: so I started screaming because you hadn't been with me
Murr: ...........
Reyn: lol
Reyn: nice so scream cause I'm there
Murr: well it's like hot and the air's smothering me and I was supposed to be alone
Murr: and you start talking out of no where
Murr: freaked me the fuck out
Reyn: lol
Murr: so we go in
Murr: and we're looking through all the things that had been left there, trying to find some artifact they sent us to get
Murr: and the doors start slamming shut locking on us
Murr: and I'm like fuck this shit if it's that important they can get it themselves
Murr: and.... you told me to shut up and just keep looking
Murr: you've gotten really short tempered with me lately in my dreams
Murr: and so I shut up and we keep looking and I wind up having to break a door down to the attic and it's up there
Murr: this big.. kind of.. astronomy related or astrology thing, kinda like a telescope except it zooms in to look at planets like you were using binoculars
Murr: and the house locked up on us and we couldn't get out and I started saying wake up wake up wake up and I did
Reyn: what did you dream?
Murr: dreamt about being in the middle of this huge swampy jungle place.. it was smotheringly hot and just everything was draped with vegetation and there's water all over.. and there was this house kind of on a raised piece of land, had to take a boat out to get to it.. the foundation had shifted so everything was kinda tilted and...
Murr: went out across the water knocked on the door it did the swing open thing
Murr: and I'm like I'm so not fucking going in there, no way
Murr: and you all of the sudden stepped up behind me and said just go we have to
Murr: so I started screaming because you hadn't been with me
Murr: ...........
Reyn: lol
Reyn: nice so scream cause I'm there
Murr: well it's like hot and the air's smothering me and I was supposed to be alone
Murr: and you start talking out of no where
Murr: freaked me the fuck out
Reyn: lol
Murr: so we go in
Murr: and we're looking through all the things that had been left there, trying to find some artifact they sent us to get
Murr: and the doors start slamming shut locking on us
Murr: and I'm like fuck this shit if it's that important they can get it themselves
Murr: and.... you told me to shut up and just keep looking
Murr: you've gotten really short tempered with me lately in my dreams
Murr: and so I shut up and we keep looking and I wind up having to break a door down to the attic and it's up there
Murr: this big.. kind of.. astronomy related or astrology thing, kinda like a telescope except it zooms in to look at planets like you were using binoculars
Murr: and the house locked up on us and we couldn't get out and I started saying wake up wake up wake up and I did
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Char Swapping 10/15/05
Reyn: unsleep
BUZZ!!!
Murr: weird dream
Reyn: yeah? about?
Murr: roflmao... hanging around outside with you having a smoke under a pavillion thing while it's raining, talking about the dreams I kept having... but the funny thing is
Murr: the dreams are about different chars we have and how they like keep switching partners all of the sudden like kyle going off with charlie a lot or jesse going off with tyler and matt heading off with chris a lot and cael winding up out with cody for a long time and I dunno was just strange
Reyn: lmao
Murr: was arguing with you about them switching up their pairings and telling you that they had all talked about it or something and decided that it was a good idea to take a break and experiment or something
Reyn: do a big parnter swap did we?
Murr: and you're like but that's stupid they wouldn't do that
Reyn: lmao
Murr: they have relationships and they have no reason to swap
Murr: kept trying to convince you that they had all agreed to it....
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: the chars agreed with out me? omg
Murr: and it's like raining and cars are driving by splashing water on us from the road and stuff
Murr: and I kept mumbling cause my smoke was getting wet
Murr: and you were like geeze stop whining have another one
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: and I was?
Murr: now back to this whole swapping thing
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: I noticed there were no girls in there was just the guys saying fuck it let's go
Murr: lol
Reyn: I guess you're saying theya ren't paired up right?
Murr: was no girls in there at all no and we were both guys... think you were like... in chris mode and I was charlie
Murr: and no
Murr: just they decided to take a break
Reyn: lmao
Murr: and swap for a bit to have a change in "scenery"
Murr: and you refused to believe that they'd all agree to this in my dreams
Reyn: uh huh well gee they all ready all fuck each other
Reyn: lmao
Murr: you were like... uh huh stop lying
Murr: it's just wishful thinking on your part
Reyn: lmao
Murr: noo seriously baby
Murr: they did
Murr: ok
Murr: yeah right
Murr: whatever
Murr: think I heard enough of that.. oh stop bitching it's just a damn smoke
Murr: ok remind me not to go to bed right after I eat again
Reyn: fun dream wish I was there
Murr: was funny
Murr: just a bunch of arguing though
BUZZ!!!
Murr: weird dream
Reyn: yeah? about?
Murr: roflmao... hanging around outside with you having a smoke under a pavillion thing while it's raining, talking about the dreams I kept having... but the funny thing is
Murr: the dreams are about different chars we have and how they like keep switching partners all of the sudden like kyle going off with charlie a lot or jesse going off with tyler and matt heading off with chris a lot and cael winding up out with cody for a long time and I dunno was just strange
Reyn: lmao
Murr: was arguing with you about them switching up their pairings and telling you that they had all talked about it or something and decided that it was a good idea to take a break and experiment or something
Reyn: do a big parnter swap did we?
Murr: and you're like but that's stupid they wouldn't do that
Reyn: lmao
Murr: they have relationships and they have no reason to swap
Murr: kept trying to convince you that they had all agreed to it....
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: the chars agreed with out me? omg
Murr: and it's like raining and cars are driving by splashing water on us from the road and stuff
Murr: and I kept mumbling cause my smoke was getting wet
Murr: and you were like geeze stop whining have another one
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: and I was?
Murr: now back to this whole swapping thing
Reyn: lmao
Reyn: I noticed there were no girls in there was just the guys saying fuck it let's go
Murr: lol
Reyn: I guess you're saying theya ren't paired up right?
Murr: was no girls in there at all no and we were both guys... think you were like... in chris mode and I was charlie
Murr: and no
Murr: just they decided to take a break
Reyn: lmao
Murr: and swap for a bit to have a change in "scenery"
Murr: and you refused to believe that they'd all agree to this in my dreams
Reyn: uh huh well gee they all ready all fuck each other
Reyn: lmao
Murr: you were like... uh huh stop lying
Murr: it's just wishful thinking on your part
Reyn: lmao
Murr: noo seriously baby
Murr: they did
Murr: ok
Murr: yeah right
Murr: whatever
Murr: think I heard enough of that.. oh stop bitching it's just a damn smoke
Murr: ok remind me not to go to bed right after I eat again
Reyn: fun dream wish I was there
Murr: was funny
Murr: just a bunch of arguing though
Blue Light Woods 10/15/05
Out in the woods somewhere, no one else around.. there was like this prism of light that kept fluttering all over the place, like someone held up a crystal prism and it was catching the colors filtering them and there was an eerie silence. It was deafeningly quiet. Not peaceful at all. Like something had upset the entire woods.
No animals to be seen anywhere, no birds chirping. And then it slowly started getting darker and darker, like someone was cutting out the sun. Not like it was going down, just like it was vanishing. And I trapsed through the woods and struggled to get out without tripping over brush and tree roots and stuff and slowly made it out to the edge of the woods and there was a solar eclipse going on.. but there was a really bright blue light that was starting to shine, covering everything making it look surreal. And then Reyn buzzed and woke me up.
No animals to be seen anywhere, no birds chirping. And then it slowly started getting darker and darker, like someone was cutting out the sun. Not like it was going down, just like it was vanishing. And I trapsed through the woods and struggled to get out without tripping over brush and tree roots and stuff and slowly made it out to the edge of the woods and there was a solar eclipse going on.. but there was a really bright blue light that was starting to shine, covering everything making it look surreal. And then Reyn buzzed and woke me up.
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